Always Been The Second...

It hurts me somehow seeing you in love... you are looking for someone as if I was never here. how do I tell you that you've captured my eyes the first time I saw you? how do I tell you that... the moment we started talking I feel like we're alone even though we're surrounded by people? how do I tell you that? how... why are you always looking for someone? I'm right here waiting for your love as if I can't live without you... when will you notice me? my mind is full of questions I can't answer... with all hopes please do tell me why you can't choose me? what light does she carry that I Connot claim? what secret bloom does she carry that I lack? what does her soul possess that mine has not found? what grace does she holds that slips past me? why does it have to be someone? why!!! why! why... why not me? I'm here waiting... I want answers... - to someone whom I've been wanting...T -🥜