already 6 years ago

I still can't really let you go I know it's already 6 years ago but I think you took away my possibility of forgetting you of not missing you anymore because sometimes I can't breathe freely and I know its already been 6 years ago but the time we had, the moments and memories together wasn't enough its just wasn't enough it probably never will be I know its already been 6 years ago but even that is too much too much not to say, that i dont want to miss you either way because missing just makes it worse and sadly doesn't remember you makes nothing better too I thought about it since you were gone which has already been 6 years ago and right now I finally can say that I love and hate you the same way