Alone on Cloud 9

Oh to feel, and be alive. You’re words, and tender gaze, set my heart ablaze. I loved sharing same thoughts, as it makes me feel closer to you. But do you share the same feeling as I do? Every thoughts and stories we shared, only gave me hope for the future even if it wasn’t clear. But now that everything has passed, I guess our connection didn’t last. But the memories kept replaying, even if we stopped telling stories and laugh together every morning. Why was it so easy for you to let go? You erased those memories that I cherished the most. Do I still cross your mind? I can’t see even a glimpse of reminiscing in those eyes. Was it just me the whole time? Being delusional, while on cloud 9. Does my name still sound as special as it did to you before? Probably not as much as your name haunting my mind. Why did you leave me here on cloud 9?..