Alone is where I belong

Sometimes it feels like being alone is just right, Better than causing others pain, To vanish into a place where I can't return,Even if I try, for their joy, I'd be fare away Sometimes it feels like alone is where I belong, Though this solitude brings pain, it's strong but the hurt I give to others, unknowingly,is more stronger & painful than this loneliness, hauntingly. So sometimes I think, it's best to stay Lost in myself, alone, each day, Whether I'm here or gone, it seems, Doesn't matter? Or so it deems. There's a big difference, I confess, In my presence, they suffer, I must address, If I'm gone, their pain would cease, No more distress, they'd find peace. I've placed everyone above, myself beneath, Pressed down my own worth, no relief. Maybe my absence is the answer, right, Perhaps my solitude is best, in the night. For their happiness, I'll fade away, Lost within, I'll choose to stay, Being alone, it's best, you see, For their smiles, I'll be gone..