alone

I tell you I love you and you say it back but it's as if you have to we sleep in the same bed but it feels like we are miles apart you put your back to me and focus on you phone I try to talk to you but Im getting nothing in return I try to hold you but there's nothing in return no touch nothing I ask you why and all I get is silence so I say if this is how you feel then why why are you with me why can anyone tell me why why do I try so hard yet I feel like I'm just the bank that pays your bills Ilove to the moon and back so just be honest and tell me how you feel and what you want from me if it's not my love then what can anyone help me allI want is to be loved and to feel love not just from our kids but you just one touch one trueI love you one smile just to tell me you still want me but I get none does anyone else feel this way and what should I do please I need some type of help so I don't just feel like I'm crazy and alone in our house just me and my kids sleeping in the same bed as if your my roommate