alone

so I'm the only one left in pain like this friendless and hopeless and alone I don't want to get up I'm far too weak and incapable feels like I don't know how to do anything but you all are still together and I'm like this, left friendless and hopeless and alone but that's just how I am that's just how I have to be that's what I know and I don't really know anything I'm trapped in here, left to die, rotting in the hopeless monotony the impending agony and I'll die, I'll die, I hate myself I'll die, I'll die, I don't care