Alone?

As I lay in my bed, it crossed my mind In distress and in boredom and silence Who can I call? Text? Or even think of None of my 'friends' could ever help me This is not new no, but yet I keep them I don't know why... Maybe it's the emptiness Maybe it's the longing of love back Maybe it's hope maybe it's faith That they really do love me. I deserve better I know but, How could I ever abandon my faith? Yet in the end my faith abandons me... But really, am I utterly alone in this world? Alone but not, lonely but accompanied? Alone...? © Melody