Alone

the feeling is sad, and empty. I can't feel emotions. even tho I have plenty. sad is one I feel the most. it gets in my head and mind. it hard to feel this one emotion, I don't know what it is. its one I can't seem to find. I don't like cars, and I don't have any obsession. All I apparently do is be lazy. my tears have no effect on you but you say I'm crazy. so now I sit and think of what I've done. in this room alone. I don't care what you have to say. I won't pick up the phone. I will sit here and think of what I've done , for the rest of my life , this is where I'll be and this is where I stay.