alone

I always feel so alone and empty its all I ever feel ive forgotten what having energy and being truly happy feels like now. im always in my room isolating myself bc I simply do not hv the motivation to try anymore. they are always saying "get out of bed" or "omg your so unbelievablely lazy" but I dont say anything back how can I when I dont even care anymore. I always feel so alone and empty its like phyiscally im here but inside im just a dead lonely soul hoping that one day ill wake up and have the energy to start helping myself I hate feeling so alone and empty but I cant help it im not in control of my own head anymore my own head is in control of me...