AloanInOurRationality

I hear you're mumbling words and when I come near you you shrug-"never mind".. but I feel the curse. My efforts meet your put Downs and I equally matched shredding of my integrity goals and priorities hopes and dreams. inadequacy was foreign to me until you ingrained it down to the marrow of my bones and made me believe. I smile and still you say everywhere I Go and every word I say leaves the place in disarray. my rock my refuge, my message or how it's become disgraced. I've Never been Loated before, it seemed it's moved in and kicked love out the door.. labeled me an immature reaction, yet still I deserve an expression of feelings to explain my inner happenings. I'm faulty to a T as your critical nature displays before me. all eyes can see who it was losing it all. do you see the cost now or do you see the effects of a depleted soul trying to hold on to what little it knows trying to cope with life's toll. the emotional shredding of my beliefs simply because you were afraid of being wrong , has not caused out but sympathy for all I can see. Sally it's okay if I'm judged and sentenced based upon your unbelief. whispering words do not go unheard as a fly to the air a pair of your verbal darts meant to end me...