All Used Up

I don't know how I'm feeling today. I got to be alright with whatever comes my way. I keep telling myself to keep a good attitude. I know I should be thankful and express much gratitude. But it's hard not to get down on myself. I don't really know what I'm gonna do if I don't have my dad's help. Financially wise I'm flat busted. If I ask for more help, my dad goes to cussing. Thinking back when I was young, I was not taught how to save my funds. They usually burned a hole in my pocket. But I see people saving money and I can't knock it. I want to be schooled on how to save money. And I definitely don't need to depend on my next Honey. But I could at least pick one that has a lot of money. But someone I can respect and look up to. Someone who has my best interest at heart and that I'm drawn to. . . But so far I've not had much luck. But depending on dad is like I'm running outta luck. So I've decided to try to stand on my own. I've got two choices. Either give up or be who I am and woman up. I'll figure out how I need to make a buck . But most of all, I'll pray to the Lord. He'll put me where I need to be. In time He'll reveal what I'm supposed to be. Until then I'll keep my faith and keep living. WWJD?