All they see

All they see, is the fake smile of me. What they do not know, is how I feel below.  The sun may be shining, my feelings are not lining.  All I feel is darkness, what I show is happiness. "I am okay" The day of death draws closer but I keep my composure.  They won't see, they won't feel, because all I do is conceal.  Nobody will find out until it's too late to pull out.  It will be too late, that's my fate.  It won't hurt anymore, even though I am now still so sore.  Say Goodbye and let me fly. Date: 06.02.2021