All these thoughts

She lay awake, till the break of dawn. Staring endlessly into the shattered mirror, Looking through all her old messages. Thoughts coming and going, Flowing and leaving like the cotton in a summer breeze. Reminding herself "thats not right". Thats not right to leave others, Only to hopefully find her peace in heaven. Constantly reminded of the guilt, And lf the hurt. Wishing it to go away.. Only to remember why she's always stayed.