All The Time.

A single step forward I feel so great, at least I'm moving The floods fill my mind I run back to the beginning But why I throw it all away Just because I got carried away By waves I chose to let flow Yet somehow I sail along I don't get it How is progress supposed to feel like Is it falling and falling and falling And never arising permanently? I arise and stand in the same place Every god damned time I feel stuck but, Maybe none of this thought is true Maybe I'm sabotaging myself Again and again and again All the time? © Melody