All that you've done

you've made me feel every emotion since we met, but you've never made me feel pain. now my eyes are like waterfall, and my mind's like a black hole. i'm lost in your sight as you smile at your phone, the same way as you make me smile when i'm alone. the confusion overwhelms me, cause i can't find the reason for your actions, can't find the problem in our past. why did everything we had disappeared in a moment? you've made me so lost, that I can't stop looking for pointless affirmations, trying to maintain our sweet conversations. Our conversations that don't exist anymore, but I feel like I can't do more. i'm exhausted and my hands are tied, I can't do anything else, but hide. hide from all the feelings, hide from the thought of those angelic lips. The delicate fingertips that are no longer brushing my cheek, the prettiest eyes that are no longer shine for me.