all my ugly features

It started in a camp I didn't know at the time But that photo changed everything It cant escape from my mind And it wasnt a new thing Cause ive always disliked me But since that day I couldnt live like im free I got trapped inside my head Theres no way out They say: "Once you hate yourself you dont know what love is about" But just a couple years ago I was such a kind soul I was spreading love and joy but now my anger is out of control Cause when I look in the mirror I see the person i've never wanted to be And people who i've met went off to explore like "theres plenty better fish in the sea" It started in a camp Where I was with my friends But I should really say strangers Cause they never stayed in the end I wouldn't either cause Im not a likeable person And if I could change I would but theres no other version I was at this camp It was summer and the sun shined And i brought up this topic when my card at therapy declined She took this picture That killed me inside She probably didn't noticed but that day... I died All my ugly features Captured in one photo And i never disagree when my friends say: "Usted está loco"