All My Life

All my life, I lived the lies, I lived the abuse. All my life, I witnessed the betrayals & sexual abuse. All my life, I never knew a different life we could choose. All my life, I lived with trauma as a excuse. All my life, I drowned my sorrow in alcohol abuse. All my life, I had a hate for life and people too. All my life, surrounded by pure drug abuse in family, friends and community too. All my life, wondering how to escape all this trauma and abuse. All my life, I thought I was facing this alone. All my life, a inner voice telling me the unknown. All my life, found out that voice was telling me, I will be with him & his throne.