All My Friends Are in Love

All my friends are in love, they have a romance A lover, a crush, or a 'we are just friends' it doesn't matter. every single one has at least one. Except for me, because when cupid aimed his bow, he was distracted, and his arrow fell short of the target. Because I cannot love, I cannot love anyone I fall in love, and then I fall. I fall and fall and fall. The first time I fell in love, online, we lost touch. Didn't end on bad terms but..not in love anymore. the second time I fell in love I didn't fall in love. I craved the affection and attention, and one kiss and 3 hours of knowing each other lead to a week of trauma. and a ton of regrets. the third time I fell in love, a head on car crash burst them into flames. "from what I understand, there wasn't much left of [redacted]s body" I was told I can't get it out of my head, the crash the words I don't even know if I ever was in love or if I just wanted to be loved