All In

"I thought you were the one" Found that in a snap you wrote Little do you know in jail... you were the only thing keeping me afloat. You are my warmth, my coat... But it's starting to feel like, I can't carry this heavy load. There is one to many holes in this boat. And no matter I tell myself... "Don't Don't Dont" I'm still writing this silly, silly note. "On the border of Love and Chaos" And if I were a betting man... I don't like those odds. I stand here Thanking God, Even though my heart is severely scarred. From being happy at night, To being lonely, listening to music while I sobbed I'm trying to let down my Gaurd, Trying to get back our bond... But if I was a betting man... I wouldn't like those odds.