All I ever did 💔

Normally I would ask you to be here. Act like your a wonderful father in the clear. You don't even know my birthday date. But it doesn't matter cause you'll always be late. I used to beg you to be present. Keeping all information irrelevant. But now I just don't care. And that's when you stepped up to be fair. Well to bad cause you threw it away. To harden like dry clay. I'm a James Arthur believer it's not to late to build it back. Yah sure I can't because you made,no make my heart crack. Cause I can never be those girls claiming their dads are their best friends. To be honest your a stranger and that's how it blends. And now you don't get to claim me or my success. Cause instead of building me up you took me down you don't bless. All you did is try to hold my hand. While contributing nothing not even a rand. So yes FATHER I do hate you with my whole heart. I hate you more then words can start. So you can call but I won't answer. Cause deep down all you are to me is a monster. You abandoned when I need you the most. I guess the saying family is home doesn't apply to me cause your just a ghost.