All I Do

All I do is try and try and try to do things right to live accordingly to make people happy I go out of my way to make people smile, and still darkness finds me engulfs, my world and proceeds to tear down my joy..All I do is try to be better than I was yesterday one foot in front of the other and I've reached some of my goals and some of my goals are too far ahead I don't look backwards because all that's in the past is in the past and will remain Lost in Time forever.. but somehow my demons remain within my psyche plaguing me with agony, worry, I'm drowning in pain oh the terrorizing of my brain...All I do is just try to piece myself back together forever broken without glue, I wish I was stronger and maybe I wouldn't feel a thing but when I feel numb I still feel strain. this pounding in my chest is what keeps me alive because all other aspects are fading in time.All I do just keep on pushing forward keep on trying to be the best of me but I'm confronted by my darkness and my darkness smothers me.. I hope today will end one final battle when I'll come my friend.