ALL ALONE

I'm all alone lost and hurt, I'm all alone but still in the crowds, I'm so alone that the darkness feels more familiar than anyone I know . all alone but still have the strong desire to disappear, I'm tired of seeking someone to understand, someone to listen, and now it's too late because they have all given up on me and now I'm all alone. I try to scream but I'm sure no one would hear, I'd be right there and speak clearly but it's like we speak different languages . The closest to me are the furthest to reach but even those furthest from me are too far to hear my call for help. I don't know why or when but am all alone and I'll always be.