Aib.

Bohot aib dikhta hai tujhe iss roz mera.  Aesa lagta hai, meri har baat kharab hai.  Kyu kehna padta hai tujhe aaj kal sabkuch.  Kyu jatana padta hai, mai khafa hu.  Kyu jatana padta hai, ki mujhe uss baat se aitraz hai.  Kyu jatana padta hai, ki tum har waqt sahi nhi.  Kya tumse iss kadar tut kar mohabbat karna jurm tha mera ??.  Yah tere phool si ankhon se ansu girte hii pochna galti ??.  Kyu tujhe mera pas ana manzoor nhi ?.  Kyu meri khooshbu ab tujhe bezar karti hai ?. Humne toh fakat sab kuch bhula kar mohabbat kiya tha tujhse.  Humne toh har waqt tujhe chaha hai.  Mere ankhon meh tum ho.  Mere khwaabon me tum.  Jo dekhu agar ainaa bhi toh tum dikhti ho.  Meri jism ki khooshbu meh ab tera pata milta hai.  Tujhe kya maalum humne kitne mashale jalae hai tere intezar meh.  Bas yu kahe ki, jab dekhte hai khudko sishe meh tab hum... hum nhi hote.  Meri aadatein.. Meri khwaishen.. Ab tere liye aam hai.  Toh fir yeh bta... Mera kya kaam hai...?? Mai kya hu ...? Mai kon hu...?  Meri aehemiyat.... Meri zaroorat... Kya hai??.  Jo agar kabhi khabar lage toh btana.  Agar dil meh lage.... Toh ishq jatana..