again, and again, and again

Here I am now, alone. Unpleasant experience. Morning will be better, I repeat Again and again. Never stop Lying won't help. If you're honest you'll feel better. From crying to yourself to talking, Ending won't stop it. _______________________ Numb from all the crying End it, end it, end it all Veins start hurting Eyes stop working Red comes out, it's way too loud Scream out loud The pain burns now Over and over it bleeds Promise me I will succeed I just can't do this anymore Tear me apart, who am I living for