again and again and again

I do love you kinda. But it's hard to trust you enough to love you, all the things you did to me. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm working on it on trusting you, I'm sorry I don't want you to cheat again, I'm sorry i don't want you to break up with me again, I'm sorry I don't want you to leave when someone better comes along. and i know u didn't tell anyone we're together You kept me a secret like I didn't matter, i know you think those things about me, the things they all do. but I'm trying to trust you again, I'm trying to love you again, trying to stay with you again, But why is it always me trying and me caring Again and, Again and, Again, it never stops with you,with us I want you to try, to care, to love, again and again and again, just like me.