Aftermath of love

I hope to never feel Don't want to be hurt not like this not anymore If what i'm going through is love i hope i don't get to feel it ever again because you know I have given my all My dreams and plans My fears and hopes Had made them my harbor My safest place Piece of heaven in this hellish earth The colors of my otherwise gray existence Just to be cast aside to be ignored to be forgotten When somebody else appears If this is what love is I don't want it again Better be away from it the pain is unworthy and despisable I'd rather live in this gray world Than feel my heart crumble Cry my eyes out Stay chained to the ground Like an poor behaved animal