Aftermath

So this is the aftermath A toxic life is the only thing I have I have now realized Feeling powerful, don’t you dare to fantasize? I feel ashamed for what I did to them I feel embarrassed when I see them I am now suffering But I’m already old enough, so I think I’m dying Writing a poem While I’m healing the tree I deserve to be punished My aquarium with a dead fish Ignoring them is the best thing I can do Because this is good for all of you I’m hiding inside my car She came from a long distance when I saw her from afar I should mind my own business As of now, do I deserve happiness I shouldn’t ruin your life Soon you will thrive I don’t deserve your care Stop it, I will make it fair © Domar Esmabe