After the bell rings

High school is almost over and the halls are getting quiet. My head is full of questions like a loud and messy riot. Im standing at the exit and I don't know where to go because the future is a giant map with nothing left to show. Will the world be nice to me or pull me down so deep? I keep having such thoughts at night instead of falling asleep. I cant do much of anything but sit and wonder why, Im hesitant to know what will happen once I say my final goodbye. ~Joy~