After him

To all the people I'll entertain or date,please be warned that I'll never love the same. If I'm gonna be loving you it will be in pieces because that's how my heart is, even though I doubt that loving you is a possibility If I date you after him, please be warned that you'll probably be a selective memory wiper Trying to erase everything about him from my memory but that won't work so I'll use you as a sniper.... If I date you after him please be warned that you might never be good enough because you won't be doing what he used to do So bear in mind that your efforts might not be seen if I date you after him, please be warned that I'm gonna spend the rest of my days healing and concealing the scars he imprinted on me so you don't have to worry. but that's a problem, because I'm gonna be focusing on me and not enough on us or you I'm gonna question and overthink everything you say and do... because he taught me that that's what I should always do. so if you meet me after him..please move on to another girl because I'm gonna shatter you to pieces ,I'm not gonna love you right like you deserve so please go be someone else's world