afraid

...love scares me and i dont mean that i hate love I mean...love is a gamble it's rather good, or bad and if it's bad...you give everything and get nothing ...but if it's good...you get and give everything... But both end the same way... in you hating eachother... for a mistake you both make ...everyone I ever cared about... leaves And every time...it hurts ...and I don't mean the kind of hurt that makes you cry or even sob... the kind that makes your heart physically hurt... Even though I catch the signs... I get it's ending and I catch on... it doesn't hurt any less... so I'm afraid...