adorably deplorable

I can't fathom how things seem to you. are we not the same species? I often think of how I love you and want to bury it in so much damned feces. the fact of this is, at least to me, you seem to be divided, never concise. On the one hand you are quite adorable. Let this be known. for it is precise. on the other you are extremely deplorable, no real reason to it. and usually I have no warning before I'm you start to do it. from lover to hater, I watch you transform. Can't stay any later, though that isn't my norm its the fact that we're worth it the fact that we care, I stay to protect you from this pain you must bear. and stubborn and tenacious is what I've always been. and surely my heart which you hold cannot be a sin. but you are a jumble of fiction and fact. someday, though I help you, you'll never come back. and I hope that the same idea that latched to me do the same for you as well.