Adoption

All the words I wish I said but could not pass my lips tears fell over my lips and heart break torn through me a pain I had never known but baby ill remember you and ill never let you go a place in my heart is missing and a space that will never be whole but baby you see I wanted what was best for you I wanted you to grow I wanted you to live but I couldn't give you the life that you needed a life which would help you grow I couldn't protect you so I with tears guilt and shame that filled my body I had to let you go to a family that could protect and love you even if I can not watch you grow I will love you until my heart stops beating and hope one day you will return so I can explain to you that I never let you go you maybe far away and completely out of sight but my heart will carry you forever and never let you memory out of sight. For My Son.