Addiction Illustrated

Let's draw conclusions.. Pieces of broken shadows lingers waiting for connection that can never meet again.I long for a new life,another chance for success, leaving behind my old life.I am reminded of confusion, persuasion,and loneliness.Letting the depths of addiction,shame,and fear steer the wheel.Falling in love or were you obsessed with my obsession of you?How to connect two different worlds without the blood shed.. I'm just trying to explain my emotions left unsaid ,with no melody heard or sung .I loved you the best way I knew and I pray you could forgive me for all the pain I ever caused you..Fear has us both a common thread yet here we are with more letters red..I have tried to avoid searching for you within each man met.I just end up wrong and fill up regret..I am afraid that you still tend to be near,then feel remorse when I ignore the electric air that holds my hand,and stops my stare..I can't picture you stuck in my world as I just burn in yours. I'm trying to replace you...Your words,as barbwire feel..Standing so close,so real..