Addiction

And yet again, here I am kicking Drug addiction. I cry to God, but I feel he isn't listening Im sick again, a slave to sin I just want it to end Can you listen? I gasp for air, but something is missing The smoke I crave, smoke that helps me feel made. Inhaling the clouds, and as I breathe out, I start to feel sound My heart is beating loud. There are so many tears, yet nothing comes out Im drowning. These 4 walls are surrounding To block out the noise, I begin to fill this empty void Once again, my health I destroy. But again. I start to kick. Crying, but no one will listen. Another line, I'm sniffing The back of my throat is dripping Another drink that I'm sipping Now im stuck reminiscing.