addiction

what's and addiction? it can be drugs it can be cigarettes it can be phone it can be drums it can be learning it can be art the truth is it can be anything u love love is also an addiction to much and u overdose and overdose cause u harm any harm is bad, even something as beautiful as love but why stop? maybe I can get used to it? maybe its temporary? but even temporary becomes permanently and that means forever forever living in harm of something u love so why stop? why stop when it calls ur name at night why stop when it's so beautiful the smoke the paint the air you breath the person you hug but then makes u bleed ur an addict an overdoser and you don't even know until you get home and sit in the dark all alone waiting and waiting as clock goes from 2 to 4 and youre shaking because u cant take this anymore since youre addicted to beautiful thing that's not here but you still and always will adore