Addiction

Addiction has made me into a shadow of my former self. A fading shadow that is hard to distinguish with the naked eye. Addiction has shown me how selfish I really am, drugs and alcohol turns you into a monster that cares for no one not even yourself. My self destructive tendencies has made me lose more and more people that I care and love so much. Addiction shows you that when you said look at that junky yea he’s completely out of it, I never thought I would be that junky. Everyone I’ve ever said I love you to and they said it to me are the ones that suffer the most, watching me fall apart before their eyes. Addiction has made me so oblivious to what I’m doing to those people. Addiction has brought to the surface anxiety, depression, anger, and terribly low self esteem. Addiction has numbed me for far too long.