addiction

the first is a feeling of pleasure, u never thought it was the devil. it took one time just that one line. u started doing it more, it started to become a chore. u feel as if ur okay here ur family can just pray. ur fading fast from weight to homeless at this rate ur only making a date. dope sick when u have none, so u end up begging for just that one. u feel ur self slipping but this disease is just to crippling. u get arrested for buying ur drugs, now ur left crying still wanting that one line. u lose ur kids to so now u go and start a binge. you have no money, dope sick and felling funny. u can't move and body shivers, just wishing someone would deliver. rock bottom is where ur at pray to God that this is it. days go by still sick but slowly fading on the floor is where ur laying. vomit in ur hair and u don't care. if u could just get the strength to make it to the hospital, to try and get to feel better. u made it past the roughest days finally my symptoms are at bay. u come home and life is waiting, just hold on baby yes u made it.