addicted to him

wish I was good enough ...wish I could make him feel good....wish I had a perfect body..... wish I could plz him the way he pleases me .....wish I was his type maybe 🤔 just maybe sexually wise be different ....never did I find anyone that feels so good inside my mouth or pussy ......I just want to taste him I just crave his body and how he feels .......I feel like I'm horrible at everything I do I'm so selfish conscious about myself my body And everything that I'm am ......I just wish I could do more to plz from his head down to his feet I just crave his body on mine I crave his sweet sweet gentle kisses on my neck and back and feeling his stomach up against my back while he whispers that's my baby and gently and softly kiss my neck while he slowly starts thrusting his hard dick inside me ......I have become addicted to his body that I really can just try to sexually plz him as much as I can