Addicted

I did it again My heart beats feels and it felt like I lost So long So long I could hold it back I just can't I have to do it again it's an addiction and I know it But these thoughts won't stop they never will I'm tired of fighting I can't fight anymore I'm too tired for that too exhausted I have to do it I need to feel it again It's the only thing on my mind and it won't stop never.