Abandoned

I've learned a hard and terrible lesson that’s almost too much to bare. Abandon, I feel by you, especially the one that I hold so dear. The Hurt, pain, heartbreak how much more can I take. I feel like you don’t know me at all. Being abandoned or maybe given up on is by far the worst emotion and hurt you could cause the person you used to say I love you too, always too, never first. I opened my heart, perhaps too much, but for this, I blame myself. That I love you too, mean's1 nothing to you now. That feeling of obligation is all I have now from you. I blame myself for my honesty and loyalty only to you, how could I be so ignorant. My sensitivity, my kind heart that let you in, I only blame myself. This love I have for you will always be a part of me, for when I say I love you first it means so much more than those three words. Deep in my soul, my love will never change even though being abandoned by you is the worst pain of all.