A Trigger

A trigger has hit me today straight through my airway swaying into my veins I don't know what to say deciphering, should I cry or pray, or should I just write all day I was almost midway of healing or running away this medicine is failing me or is it the devil playing games my spirit is slipping away lightning grazing my face my energy is far away who else can relate when you have always embraced the grenade, no guidelines to prevail the await of the everlasting thing we call check mate