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A poem something that is supposed to have meaning buh how can I put meaning in something I don't really understand do I think I can put sense in my poem or maybe it's just a joke with a possibility that am the joke there it goes doing not once but all over me not wanting to write about me buh here I am admitting admitting that I am hopeless admitting that I am a liar without a limit y do I lie I ask myself I think and maybe my answer is disorganized like my poem that doesn't have rhyme a meaning or a feeling and thought to share but one thing I know is that I hate who I am not me but Wat I have become is it hard looking in the mirror no it's not I ask myself why is it simple and I think it is because I know I know that the evil I am staring at won't go away and that maybe it's there to stay I can cry I can laugh buh one thing I can't do is face the truth for truth means a lot for me and maybe you buh let's jhus know that even all these words maybe a lie 🤕