a story of pain

waking up in bed praying I would stay slits on my wrist born without a heart lovers, I am chained I cut down the chains plan out my escape i made a mistake love is a lie I blindly trusted myself responsibilities and tasks I have a job to do let's see how it'll last I get home fill up a flask stumble across the street hoping today will last "where is my home? where am I now? just leave me alone!" voices in my head. they break me down. I walk fast then suddenly.. I heard a screech and a crash and a scream in the glass of a car and the lights my blood flowing everywhere I black out and then I wake up in a white room doctors beside me, wondering where I am ... to be continued