a story of a lost soul

the doctors said I could never have a kid, but guess what?!--- I did! my soul instantly was sold to you, protecting you was what I had to do. nights turn to years, many smiles and many tears. I had so many hopes and dreams for you, and prayed to God to guide you too. But you had other plans, and you were no longer in my hands. nightmares come when I close my eyes, not know if your dead or alive. years has past with not a sound, for I fear my love is now forever drowned.