a simple sorry

I've been taught to survive make life look easy even while its hard mask love with silent sacrifices suck it all in while your heart screamed a simple apology a simple sorry if that was so much to ask maybe its my fault maybe its theirs I don't understand how to truth and lies work I didn't ask for this I didn't ask for this kind of love that defies the kind of love where expecting is followed by heart beak hope was broken over and over again and a simple sorry is what I ask maybe its too much maybe its to sad how the world made us believe it'll be fine after we turn 18