A secret

I am cool.. I am fearless.. I am strong.. I don't care.. It's not hard.. It's okay.. I am happy... But there's a secret that I have kept from everyone is that I am none of it It's a secret that I am not cool.. Fearful Weak Worried Not okay And most importantly not happy... But still here I am pretending all of it Why?? I don't know Or maybe I don't wanna know.. Will people like me if I stopped pretending? Will people like me if I be myself? Will people like me if I end up being a loser? No.. definitely no.. Because people like winners not losers Well who cares because I am not a loser But there's a secret that I have kept from everyone...