a roulette for becoming

a silhouette was what you left me or so you thought ever so grounded in your narrow mindedness a spectacular bubble yet guileless a roulette to my unbecoming and becoming motion sickness kept a leash so we'll displined I became a pavement the freedom path I chose or so I thought ever so secondguessing led me atop a bottomless welcoming abyss a new predicament amongst present chaos madness a harbinger of what was to come madness my mentor the world looked stunning at my vintage point me upside down pain meant nothing and everything in that perfumed moment I emerged and took a detour from my rainbow city for a tour in the streets to ace the Street smart mock test I was never one for predictability in your tale of rehabilitation I a lapse in your dissonant peace you a labrat jumping through a wheel a member of the round table are you? a persimmon to taste my newfound salvation to salvage my dissolving self a bittersweet hasta la vista to this tragedy arc of Macbeth you painted me as.