A Red Rose and a Tragical love

While walking in the forest Dark, quiet and calm I saw your body lying On the ground with a rose in your hand I knelt down Grab your wrist And seeing that your body isn't warm A smirk formed on my lips I cupped your pale face in my hands And looked at your pale lips I lean closer, looking at your closed eyes And kissed you I pulled away My grin getting wider Oh my pretty boy What even happened to you? Even if the question wandered in my head I couldnt care less Cus all i care now Is to please myself But my eyes widened in fear When you opened your eyes! Right, I failed my medical class... Your pulse was still there. You was confused It was so cute too But it always made me horny Oh goddamnit!... its too good... But I apologized and asked if you wanna hang out With this sweet smile of my, Manipulating your little brain Not even realizing that... We sat on my bed Telling each other our love How we love each other and all How you love me - and how I love you... When you opened your eyes You woke up in the air Falling down Holding my hand You started to remember Remember how I drunken you Then lead you to the 20th floor We kept falling down together But when you wanted to speak You heard me say "I love you, im sorry, my honey..." And your vision turned black You woke up in a heavy fog There was nothing Only a dark forest And a single red rose The fog started to flatter away And you saw me Lying on the ground So you ran up to me And embraced me tightly You didn't know what happened Are you dead? Or are you dreaming? Slowly I started to cry Apologizing for all of that Because I just wanted to die... But with you... my dear.