A prayer wrapped in pain

Free me. Free me of these burdens. Make me light, Make me a light. I come with my tail between my legs, my head bowed in calm, asking for one thing: Happiness, joy, and laughter— that I may receive. Grant me faith, grant me hope for a better future. Hear my silent cry and come to my aid. Have I not tried? Have I not suffered enough? I only want everything to flow smoothly. No more stress. No more migraines. No more ulcers. No more panic attacks. No more low engagements. Heal me, cleanse me. Draw me nearer to You. Make me Your servant, and let my birthday wish come true. Santa Claus I believeth not , but You, oh Lord— You I believe. Hear my humble cry Oh Lord