a portal

I was always the sister that was not normal they all looked at me like I was a portal a portal to bad discussions and recluse behavior but they never considered that it was not normal that I was a portal... but they never saw my real portal my portal to sadness all they saw was the out side portal not the inside portal cus if they did they would realize that I was never a portal I was a black hole sucking all my emotions In to never be seen again but they never saw me like my older sisters they were just better because to everyone they were a sun dazzling no wrongs..but I was a portal to them.